BEEN STRONG FOR TOO LONG .....

sometimes ....u jst wanna break down after awhile and burst out into tears...like u hav not done since a long time !!
sometimes ...u think when u have stopped asking the question : "WHY ME ??" 
one last time you wish to ask again : "WHY ME??" !!!!
when sometimes the whole world stood on one side ...and you stood on the other with that one person whom you thought deserved to stay happy .....that one person makes you fall on your knees and you bleed badly ...and then you think .....WHAT DID I DO ???? 
that one person whom you thought you understood the best than anyone....suddenly someone else replaces you !!
you try to mend a few relations just because you thought ...that person was meant to be in your life ....and then u understand that thingzz can never be the way they had been !!
you keep trying hard to get a full days work ...but you are not able to achieve it..that moment feels like GIVING UP !!
the person you thought understood you the best....u realise that THEY NEVER UNDERSTOOD !!

sometimezz....itzz necessary to break down and spill every anguish you have been carrying for soo long !!

if you have been smiling for too long...and now you think you should just stop for awhile....then friendz without a second thought just spill it all out !!

ya saying everthing may change alot forever but then ....it may change something even positively !!

changes are a part of life and they become necessary after awhile !!

life is all about ..trying to climb the mountain ..reaching the peak ...and then as you start being enjoying the view .....someone tells you ..now you gotta get down....or you slip badly !!

sometimes i wonder why with every good -bad has to exist ....why not only good ??? 

then people answer me that : for equilibrium , good and bad need to coexist !!

but ..i again ask ......have you tried with just good...that you have concluded that both should exist ??

have you derived any mathematical proof for...both when coexist...equilibrium exists ??

and then everyone turns round and walks off !!!!

i know smiling always is not so easy ....and trying to burst out not so easy at the same time...'coz u can smile with all ..but need that one right person with whom u can say all you wish !! 

silence is not a characteristic of the weak...but a strength of the strong...that helps the strong to look GREAT even in the WORST within them !!

                                

so frndzz...if u thnk u cn take no more of it...den spill it out n still if u thnk u cn bare more...hang on ..

maybe ur patience vl turn thngzz f9 again !! :)

but always remember ...LIVE WITH NO EXPECTATION AND DON'T LET OTHERZZZ EXPECT ANYTHING OUT OF YOU.......TO LIVE WITHOUT EXPECTATION IS NOT SO EASY and LIFE WITHOUT EXPECTATION IS GREAT !!!