From being KIND 2 CRUEL.....
A girl who loved to be loved , a girl who made friends in a matter of few seconds, a girl who just kept laughing all day long
she just knew how to be happy in any situation with anyone never thought a day will come when she would experience her own shrewdness !!
She made any reason to be with friends, she loved with all her heart, when asked to go for a drive she would force her companions to have an auto ride :P , she would go to any extent to comfort someone who she thought needed it .
Every-time when her mom asked her " WHAT SHE WANTED IN LIFE? " she said " LOVE " !!
All she wanted in life was to enjoy it , because she believed that if today is the last day she would like to make it the most memorable and do something so kind and lovable that the world called her a legend.
She said if someday i pass by and people remember me , i want them to say " WHEN SHE WAS AROUND WE JUST SMILED AND LAUGHED OUT OUR SOUL " .
She made friends anywhere and would then invite them home, once her mom said " beta how long have you known him/her , you should be careful " she said " i just know the person is good and when you get a chance to be happy you should keep your doors open forever " !!
But , a time came when she realized that the world she had built for herself is not so easy to sustain with. It was becoming an everyday struggle for her to keep that smile on !
Yes, she broke down one day and decided never to get connected with anyone, to never make someone feel so comfortable with her that eventually they pass by and she still stands there hoping it would all be fine again .
She had started feeling low about herself, she blamed herself for all wrong that happened.
People who where still around her and knew her told her that this is how things work in the real world. It is always a give and take relationship, and here giving has no limits !!
She was not able to digest all this , she stayed silent for a period of time and thought over and over again. Finally she realized that she needs to accept all this to live with satisfaction. She tried being normal again , but so many things had happened that now being her normal was not so easy.
She still cares for people, she stills loves her friends and family and would still go to any limit to be with them , but SOMETHING HAS CHANGED !!
She is trying to figure out what is it ??
When she is rude , she feels bad about it but then she does not think much about it now .
She lets it be.
Calling her CRUEL won't be the appropriate word but then yes she is somewhere near to it these days.
Emotions don't effect her much.
The world calls her a bitch and she smiles and accepts it, because she knows it is true !!
This is not the story of one girl, but it is about every person whom we call shrewd and cruel. We just experience something bad with someone and we call them by names... have we ever thought for a moment even ARE WE THE REASON FOR THEY BEING LIKE THIS ???
Guys before abusing someone just look within maybe they had tried to be good to you, but you turned them down and then it continued like that for them and eventually they become what they are today : CRUEL !!!!!
You know true love, true concern and kindness in any form is very rare these days, so if someone offers you any of these accept it as a blessing and help build a world where HAPPINESS and LOVE are the only words on every lips !
Tc...
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